For Now

I refuse to believe in forever,
because once you do,
the heartache of losing you becomes unbearable.
I refuse to believe that you will never tire of me.
You will, it's a matter of time.
I will, however, believe in right now,
in this moment,
in the feelings you evoke from me.
And I will love you,
because I want to,
until it hurts,
until I can't anymore.
And I will smile every time
you tell me you love me back.
I will melt into you every time
you kiss my lips,
my neck,
my chest.
I will hold your hands
when you need me to;
and cradle your head in my lap
when it hurts.
And I will love you,
because this is a novelty for me,
to have someone love me back.
But I'll also wait
for when you want someone else.
Because you aren't my forever.
You're my for now,
and you're more than enough.